..Today is bad day for me..

im tired..
waiting..
hoping..
stress..
being abundant..

i miss old days..
when i was so happy that time..
old times..

im only be needed when u need me..
im only be wanted when u want me..
but..
im still asking myself..
where am i..am i lost??..
care??
i dont even feel u r8 now..
who am i to u..
where r u during i need u wanting u..

im lost..
lost everything..
my dream keep me..
is it going to be real or only fantasy..

life still go on..
i need more time to heal myself..