I'm frustrated because
I can't tell if it's real
Frustrated because
I don't know how you feel
Frustrated because
We can't make things right
Frustrated because
I know that's must
I'm frustrated because
I need you night and day
Frustrated because
I can't have things my way
I'm frustrated because
You don't want to take my hand
I'm frustrated because
I can't get you to understand
I'm frustrated because
I can't feel your gentle touch
Frustrated because
I miss you so damn much
I'm frustrated because
i'm just me..an ordinary girl..

..Today is bad day for me..

im tired..
waiting..
hoping..
stress..
being abundant..

i miss old days..
when i was so happy that time..
old times..

im only be needed when u need me..
im only be wanted when u want me..
but..
im still asking myself..
where am i..am i lost??..
care??
i dont even feel u r8 now..
who am i to u..
where r u during i need u wanting u..

im lost..
lost everything..
my dream keep me..
is it going to be real or only fantasy..

life still go on..
i need more time to heal myself..

..aallloooo..kwn2...

...dh lame jgk daku xpost kt blog nie..
nak kate bz x gak cme mcm2 bende jd dlm ms 6 bln ni
..siot tol la, ngan laptop ilangnye..
RCMP ni memg byk pencuri huhu

..yea saye dah jd half doctor..
kirenye separuh certificate MBBS tue dh milik daku
..ilmue lak mcm 1/12 certificate tue..
msh tak ckup2
..almaklumla long life learning..
smpe nyanyuk

..percintaan daku..
dah 2years and 7 months
..ade sesape brani celeng??..

..yg pntg kalu tuan2 n puan2 nak taw..
berat dah nek 5 kg
..tandenye tgh bahagia n tak lupe tgh tension..

..family lak..
syg sgt kt dpe
..atok dah amputated kaki die..
mst terase rase pose ni
..yela die slalu g bli kueh 4 bkak pose..
grk daku untk sahur
..dah2 nant nanges lak..

..friends..
smkn kejauhan
..bkn antisocial cme ak ni jrg lepak kolej..
slalu duk kt library join owg gosip2
..ish2 tak sehat..
tp sonok wat

..tue je la pasal daku yg menyepi 6 bln ni..
huhu
..cawcincawwww..